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heartbeats) wrote2016-05-08 08:39 pm
heartbeats) wrote2016-05-08 08:39 pm
see me in hindsight tangled up with you.
WIP MEME OH GOD THIS ISN'T EVEN EVERYTHING, GET IT TOGETHER QM
ATTACK ON TITAN
but the thing about remembering is that you don't forget (jean/armin in the style of the things they carried)
The thing about hope, Armin thinks to himself at the end of it all, is that it sticks around. That it’s not that easy to let go of, not that easy to forget about, because it’s fundamentally rooted in want. Even when you assure yourself you’ve given up - on hope, on love, on humanity, on everything - it has a way of slipping in, insidious and undetected. It isn’t until you realize in the final moments before something important disappears in front of you that you can’t bear to lose it that you realize you had hopes for it at all.
And of course there’s the inherent contradiction there, isn’t there. Because even though if he’s learned anything in this life it’s that things will turn out worse than he’d planned, if it’s impossible to keep moving without that insidious bud of optimism whispering maybe this time it’ll turn out right, maybe this time things will be different.
five lives jean and armin didn't share
He thinks a lot about the expression behind the kid's eyes in the following weeks; at first he'd thought the boy had looked scared, or like he was looking for help. After the last incident Jean knows that isn't the case. When he sees Armin the next time he watches the way his gaze tracks, following Eren quietly. He's planning an escape route, Jean realizes. For whenever Eren needs one.
DRAMATICAL MURDER
a beginner's guide to destroying the moon (the one where vitri win aoba over and maybe they fuck)
"Are you guys just fucking with me, then, or what?"
Virus and Trip exchange a glance, quickly; it's a mannerism Aoba has learned to recognize without ever successfully decoding. They smile, a quick moment shared between them, and Aoba thinks he could be physically sandwiched between them and still be functionally alone.
"I assure you, Aoba-san," Virus' laugh is friendly without warmth, and it makes Aoba shiver somehow. "We would never do anything of the sort."
coming of age (the one where mizuao is endgame and we save sei)
He wants to protest that he can't, that he wasn't able to be what Mizuki needed. Before he can manage Sei smiles that implacable smile, puts his hand on Aoba's. Aoba still can't believe how well they fit together.
four tattoos mizuki planned for the boyfriends and one he didn't, for aoba
Mizuki looks at the skin of Aoba's neck, pale and clear. He traces a vein with his gaze, watches the blood pump through and out. He thinks about how Aoba isn't his, never will be, not really. Probably that's how he wants it.
ENSEMBLE STARS
izumako porn oh god how am i ever supposed to give this a title
Izumi’s too close for Makoto to get a good look at, actually. He huffs softly, as if he can tell somehow that Makoto was briefly considering escape, and pursues, pins Makoto’s hip with one hand and a wrist with the other. He briefly pulls back, as if to get a better look at Makoto’s expression. Makoto only has the leisure of a few brief seconds to ponder stupid, pointless stuff like how hot Izumi’s breath is, or how long his eyelashes are, or how surprisingly big his hands are, before Izumi smiles, affectionate without kindness, and brings his thigh up between Makoto’s legs.
GEKKAN SHOUJO NOZAKI-KUN
mayumiko move in when chiyo and nozaki get married because mayu can't take care of himself and mikoshiba can't bear for other people to hang out without him
To be honest there isn't a real start date to Chiyo and Nozaki's relationship, but as far as Mikoshiba is concerned he's been there for the whole affair. It's certainly the case that he's there on the chilly fall afternoon in their second year of college when Sakura wonders out loud to herself what she should do about housing now that she's decided to move out on her own and Nozaki looks up, expression impassive, and asks,
"Shouldn't we think about living together?" Both Chiyo and Mikoshiba freeze in place, exchanging glances to confirm they aren't hallucinating. Nozaki's expression looks tired, as if he's impatient with having to explain something so obvious. "I mean, we've been dating for over a year, haven't we?"
This is news to everyone, Chiyo in particular.
HAIKYUU
sequel to summer sun - hinata sucks at sexting and kenma is trying to get into college
"I mean of course there aree some typos," Hinata replies almost instantly, "Im typing one-handed."
Kenma throws his phone across the room, shame spreading through his stomach and straight to his groin as he tries to decide what to do with this new information. It's incredibly embarrassing, partially because Shouyou's saying something so lewd in such a straightforward way but mostly because there's a part of him that finds that really hot.
kenhina week - bokuaca au
Kenma's seen a lot of weird things in his day, but the first time he sees Shouyou use his quirk his breath catches in his throat.
FIRE EMBLEM FATES
five reasons corrin chooses nohr
Corrin has never seen one of her siblings sleep deeply. Elise tosses and turns, seeks out the warmth of other people. Leo reads into the late hours of the night, sleeps sitting up with his shoes next to his bed. Sometimes Corrin tries to smooth Camilla's hair or pull the covers up around her only to have an arm snake out and pull her into bed with her. Xander trains into the late hours, and Corrin knows he must sleep but somehow can't even picture it.
things about the fire emblem awakening kids in nohr
I know a princess, Lazlow says as if he's bragging, who takes everything on herself. Who thinks that if she shoulders everything, it will lighten everyone else's load.
That's not kindness, he says, and suddenly his tone shifts. His smile remains, expression light, but something behind his eyes makes Xander think back to the frozen tundras he'd conquered when he'd first begun. That's selfishness.
HUSTLE CAT
five magic lessons avery learned from the employees of a cat's paw and one they taught graves
"But magic's about intent, right?" Avery's not sure where to go to this, but the way Landry's shoulders stiffen, then shudder, makes them keep going. "Like words or whatever. Or like, a hammer!" They run a finger over the tool, as if to illustrate their point. "A hammer's not evil, Landry. It's a tool. It's people that make it good or bad." Landry's shoulders are too still. Avery's not even sure he's breathing, so they reach over and place their hand on his. They lean over, seek out his gaze. "You're, like, maybe the best person I know. Objectively. You wouldn't hurt someone with a hammer. You look like if someone gave you a gun you might barf. You aren't gonna hurt someone with magic, either."
ATTACK ON TITAN
but the thing about remembering is that you don't forget (jean/armin in the style of the things they carried)
The thing about hope, Armin thinks to himself at the end of it all, is that it sticks around. That it’s not that easy to let go of, not that easy to forget about, because it’s fundamentally rooted in want. Even when you assure yourself you’ve given up - on hope, on love, on humanity, on everything - it has a way of slipping in, insidious and undetected. It isn’t until you realize in the final moments before something important disappears in front of you that you can’t bear to lose it that you realize you had hopes for it at all.
And of course there’s the inherent contradiction there, isn’t there. Because even though if he’s learned anything in this life it’s that things will turn out worse than he’d planned, if it’s impossible to keep moving without that insidious bud of optimism whispering maybe this time it’ll turn out right, maybe this time things will be different.
five lives jean and armin didn't share
He thinks a lot about the expression behind the kid's eyes in the following weeks; at first he'd thought the boy had looked scared, or like he was looking for help. After the last incident Jean knows that isn't the case. When he sees Armin the next time he watches the way his gaze tracks, following Eren quietly. He's planning an escape route, Jean realizes. For whenever Eren needs one.
DRAMATICAL MURDER
a beginner's guide to destroying the moon (the one where vitri win aoba over and maybe they fuck)
"Are you guys just fucking with me, then, or what?"
Virus and Trip exchange a glance, quickly; it's a mannerism Aoba has learned to recognize without ever successfully decoding. They smile, a quick moment shared between them, and Aoba thinks he could be physically sandwiched between them and still be functionally alone.
"I assure you, Aoba-san," Virus' laugh is friendly without warmth, and it makes Aoba shiver somehow. "We would never do anything of the sort."
coming of age (the one where mizuao is endgame and we save sei)
He wants to protest that he can't, that he wasn't able to be what Mizuki needed. Before he can manage Sei smiles that implacable smile, puts his hand on Aoba's. Aoba still can't believe how well they fit together.
four tattoos mizuki planned for the boyfriends and one he didn't, for aoba
Mizuki looks at the skin of Aoba's neck, pale and clear. He traces a vein with his gaze, watches the blood pump through and out. He thinks about how Aoba isn't his, never will be, not really. Probably that's how he wants it.
ENSEMBLE STARS
izumako porn oh god how am i ever supposed to give this a title
Izumi’s too close for Makoto to get a good look at, actually. He huffs softly, as if he can tell somehow that Makoto was briefly considering escape, and pursues, pins Makoto’s hip with one hand and a wrist with the other. He briefly pulls back, as if to get a better look at Makoto’s expression. Makoto only has the leisure of a few brief seconds to ponder stupid, pointless stuff like how hot Izumi’s breath is, or how long his eyelashes are, or how surprisingly big his hands are, before Izumi smiles, affectionate without kindness, and brings his thigh up between Makoto’s legs.
GEKKAN SHOUJO NOZAKI-KUN
mayumiko move in when chiyo and nozaki get married because mayu can't take care of himself and mikoshiba can't bear for other people to hang out without him
To be honest there isn't a real start date to Chiyo and Nozaki's relationship, but as far as Mikoshiba is concerned he's been there for the whole affair. It's certainly the case that he's there on the chilly fall afternoon in their second year of college when Sakura wonders out loud to herself what she should do about housing now that she's decided to move out on her own and Nozaki looks up, expression impassive, and asks,
"Shouldn't we think about living together?" Both Chiyo and Mikoshiba freeze in place, exchanging glances to confirm they aren't hallucinating. Nozaki's expression looks tired, as if he's impatient with having to explain something so obvious. "I mean, we've been dating for over a year, haven't we?"
This is news to everyone, Chiyo in particular.
HAIKYUU
sequel to summer sun - hinata sucks at sexting and kenma is trying to get into college
"I mean of course there aree some typos," Hinata replies almost instantly, "Im typing one-handed."
Kenma throws his phone across the room, shame spreading through his stomach and straight to his groin as he tries to decide what to do with this new information. It's incredibly embarrassing, partially because Shouyou's saying something so lewd in such a straightforward way but mostly because there's a part of him that finds that really hot.
kenhina week - bokuaca au
Kenma's seen a lot of weird things in his day, but the first time he sees Shouyou use his quirk his breath catches in his throat.
FIRE EMBLEM FATES
five reasons corrin chooses nohr
Corrin has never seen one of her siblings sleep deeply. Elise tosses and turns, seeks out the warmth of other people. Leo reads into the late hours of the night, sleeps sitting up with his shoes next to his bed. Sometimes Corrin tries to smooth Camilla's hair or pull the covers up around her only to have an arm snake out and pull her into bed with her. Xander trains into the late hours, and Corrin knows he must sleep but somehow can't even picture it.
things about the fire emblem awakening kids in nohr
I know a princess, Lazlow says as if he's bragging, who takes everything on herself. Who thinks that if she shoulders everything, it will lighten everyone else's load.
That's not kindness, he says, and suddenly his tone shifts. His smile remains, expression light, but something behind his eyes makes Xander think back to the frozen tundras he'd conquered when he'd first begun. That's selfishness.
HUSTLE CAT
five magic lessons avery learned from the employees of a cat's paw and one they taught graves
"But magic's about intent, right?" Avery's not sure where to go to this, but the way Landry's shoulders stiffen, then shudder, makes them keep going. "Like words or whatever. Or like, a hammer!" They run a finger over the tool, as if to illustrate their point. "A hammer's not evil, Landry. It's a tool. It's people that make it good or bad." Landry's shoulders are too still. Avery's not even sure he's breathing, so they reach over and place their hand on his. They lean over, seek out his gaze. "You're, like, maybe the best person I know. Objectively. You wouldn't hurt someone with a hammer. You look like if someone gave you a gun you might barf. You aren't gonna hurt someone with magic, either."